Andrea asked why Mike and I broke up, and I guess I never really said. I want to settle down someday and have kids, and he doesn’t want those things, and felt bad about being unable to express the same depth of emotion that I did. So we both knew it wasn’t going to last forever. But he made me happy in a way no one else ever has, so I don’t know if I ever would have had the strength to do it while things were still good. But he did, and I think that’ll be for the best in the end, because there are no hard feelings, and I think friendship is not only possible but probable for us.
But I am sad and lonely and unmotivated right now. I miss him a lot, and hate that we’ll never cuddle or anything again. I’m doing pretty good so far not texting him to say that I miss him, because nothing he could say right now could make me feel better.
I’m having trouble getting the long long list of things I need to do done.
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